First off thanks to my momma for all the clothes and baby items she brought last month. We weren't in any big hurry to get the baby room finished.. but once I saw all his things accumulating I decided now is better than ever.
My new goal in life is to get things done before I have cankles. Registering was fun, a bit disappointing to not have a "Baby's R Us" in Lincoln. So we hit Target for our first round of fun. Morgan had a hoot of a time. She was a big help. She was also the only non pregnant female for a 50 yard radius in isle 11-15 (baby isle). Jan was stuck in the isle of toys. He found miniature "CAT" toys. For those who don't know what those are, they are......
I have been buying diapers every few weeks so I don't have to spend a lot in the months when I am not working. I want everything done yesterday so planning is right up my alley! Speaking of working, it is going good. I am a bit worried about the final months. I don't know if new clients will walk into my office and want to turn back around when they see a small whale for a therapist!
So more about little man. He is getting so big! I am without a doubt feeling him all the time now. Sometimes little reminders, sometimes blunt kicks in the gut, and other times I think he is sitting on my bladder giggling hysterically. I really am learning how to love something that I can't really see. I feel like I am getting to know him better. He is amused with the pedicure chair. It jiggles him around a bit, and when it pauses he jiggles back. Jan gets to feel him a few times a day. Morgan hasn't got to feel him yet. I hope she does soon, or our child will have little poke marks all over. She likes to wiggle my belly and jab at him to respond to her reading books to him.
Now for the mush... I could never imagine going through any of this with anyone else then Jan. We are polar opposites, but he is what I need at the end of the day. He has more patients and is so much more laid back... Momma will need that in the near future.
I am nervous about screaming baby and feeling helpless. It is such an advantage that he has been through this before with Morgan. It makes things less frighting. Now if he only could take part of the responsibility in the delivery room....!!
